I am tired of not getting my tasks done.

I am tired of being disorganized and full of chaos.

I am tired of wearing masks and pretending that everything is alright.

I am tired of having no meaning. It’s no joke.

I am tired of being too optimistic and happy with no future plans other than what I am going to eat for dinner or when I am going to hit the gym tomorrow.

I am tired of wasting my time with activities I know have little to none return for me.

I am tired of investing my best moments in life in the wrong way.

I am tired of not being the best I can be. For me, for my family and for the community I live in.

I am tired of disappointing my ancestors for not fully express the awesome DNA they gave me.

I am tired of letting my mind take control over myself.

I am tired of being a slave to my emotions.

I am tired of disappointing God or Nature for not turning the world around me into a better place far more than I do right now.

I am tired of always postponing my dreams.

I am tired of addictions.

I am tired of not having a clear vision.

I am tired of not having something to suffer for.

I am tired of having to live the same boring routine every day without an aim, a direction.

I am tired of wasting time in my head when unnecessary.

I am tired of “hoping yet not doing”.

I am tired of always consuming without creating.

I am tired of not taking action when I should.

I am tired of bitching around.

I am tired.

So tired, that I decided to write an article about it despite feeling sick.

So as tired as I am, somehow I found some inner strength within me to write this article for you.

How?

I don’t know.

I don’t know where it came from. I don’t know how I did it and I surely don’t know how to duplicate that drive. What I do know is one thing: IT’S POSSIBLE.

I literally feel terrible and mentally fatigued right now. So what I do know guys is… I did it. And did it very well.

From the darkest darks, from the bottom of bottoms – ONE ALWAYS HAVE MORE INNER STRENGTH THAN THEY THINK THEY DO.

It’s a fact.

That’s our spirit. This is the power of the soul.

It’s not measurable, though. We can’t evaluate it in a mathematical way, but when there’s a need for it to be used – it’s there. Unbeliveable inner strength that can drive you.

And that’s what is important! That it’s there when needed to be used.

But for that to be used one should have one thing.

Our god damn spirit emerges only when there’s a reason to. 

A ‘why’, a cause, a vision.

I’ll end with an incredible quote by one of my favorite philosophers:

“He who has a why to live for can bear almost any how.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche

Now all you have to think about is…

A reason for the spirit to emerge.

Do you have one?